AlpsDE梦

 

 

      呵呵，这片荒芜的草地又这样被我找回来了...

 

      该如何修整做我认可的生活记录

 

      终于自己也可以说比以前更懂生活的含义了

 

      翻看以前的文字，没有不是在无病呻吟的，连幼稚来形容都觉得玷污了

 

      当自己真正开始为生活而挣扎的时候变是连无病呻吟的时间都没有了

 

      自己终归还是太肤浅了，一直抱怨浮躁浮躁，却始终也静不下心来

 

      太过忙碌，生活中太多的繁琐，

 

     让我已经很久没有静静的享受一下所谓生活，所谓小资...

 

     点开xialala， 飘出我喜欢的音乐，让我可以静到彻底的声音，仍然是我最爱的音乐论坛，却太久没有光顾

 

     生活让我轻易地就忽略了太多本该留意的美好和小幸福

 

     终于结束了公用网络的日子，终于我也可以为所欲为了，只可惜不能开迅雷，网速也不快，不然生活就完美了

 

     过久了share 的日子，原来一个人的生活也可以是很美好的

 

     呵呵~~~突然又觉得自己变得很无厘头起来

 

     这段生活里，曾经迷失过，不顺过，至今仍然是， 连朋友都看不下去说我

 

     为什么一样的事情，我的总是来的比别人波折

 

     似乎老板教会我尽量乐观，看轻这一切，谁不能说这都是生活磨练的一部分呢

 

     是出来之前就准备好要忍受的东西了， take it easy 都快变成口头禅了

 

     该如何找回自己.....期待回国，真的觉得有点累了...

 

     

   the friend told me that

   only people who feel lonely can know how to love

   lonely inside and love outside 

 

   I always said that I felt so lonely so deep down inside ~~

   Maybe I had ever tried to show love ouside ,and tried to something to make someone happy

   However, the reality is not as good as I expected. no, I can't use the word "good"

   I have to say things all messed up only because I was involved

        I haven't been here for so long time. My last diary was still on 29th Feburary and in China.

        Now, half of the year has passed away, I am also in another Country thousands of miles away.

        I thought this place was wild with grasses again , I need to clean it with my new life.

        Tonight ,I talked with my new friend , a Thailand girl, who is really really kind.

        I showed the pictures I took before to her so happily.  I never know that these pictures can be so meaningful one day.

        Even the time before I showed them to her ,I never think about that these pictures can let people outside my country know Chnia ,know my university, knowy my hometown,and my life ...

        this give me confidence to do my favourate things again. Write down something and Take some photos in Nertherlands ,even Europe to let my friends in China know how my life here.

        I hope this will be a very good beginning....

       

        I will do my cases tomorrow. tonight I am so excited that cannot do study any more.555...